I wish I could use the money I earn to commission awesome arts as well (or at least by other fun things). But now I have to save to buy me new textbooks… T_T Last year my employer covered the books but this year I have to buy them all by myself… *sobs* my instructor tried to talk to our boss, but our boss's boss isn't cooperative (and it is not just me who isn't getting the books...) so yeah... that's what's awaiting me:
Purchase Tax (legal text) 14,95 €
Income Tax (legal text) 20,50 €
Fiscal Code (legal text) 14,95 €
Wage Tax (legal text) 14,95 €
collection of legal texts for taxation 8,90 €
collection of important economy legal texts 8,90 €
Civil Code 5 €
Sums up to 88,15 €
The annoying thing is... regular employers get the books for free... we trainees have to buy them =.= So yeah... *starts to save money*
Have I mentioned that I got the washing machine (a cheaper one since I made space for a regular machine after re-arranging my kitchen xD)
And in other not so good news… my neurologist didn't look that happy today when I told him a little about what's going on. So… I got a new appointment for the MRI (and seriously… I hate that tube =.

he said "we should check on what's going on in your brain"… seriously… the thought that my body is attacking my brain cells is scaring the hell out of me and I try to push these thoughts away… T__T but in moments like this… I just… can't T__T
And they had to take a blood sample and today it was difficult to find a proper vein and so she had to try several times (ouch)… that's always a crux with me… there are hardly proper veins for taking blood samples…
But to cover for the books I would kindly point to my commission options below. I would appreciate if you could help me out a little!

